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Fisherman
Join Date: Jun 2007
Posts: 59
Rep Power: 12
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...mentally astounded by the bass pounding in my ears for years surrounding my medulla oblongata; compounding interest and frowning at the beats that keep plowin' past my spirit straight to ya soul for the value of a dollar......can't get straight to the truth cause it's escaping me, winding through the maze of definite infinite, want to sit down and discuss basic rationality, but the abstract's devastingingly destroying the concrete......how did I lose my self on the spiritual plane, how did I confuse this line of thought with the criminally insane, how did I keep my self from losing control when the pilot said he'd crash the plane into a mountain just to save my soul......did I not know this would land me in hot fire, confused with the truth and told that I was a liar, did I not know this life would eventually expire, when night cast my soul into greasy fish fryer......I get it, I got, I load it and shot it, I put in practice and in a matter of seconds I had forgot it, thought I was Lord of the Rings, found out I was Hobbit; cells in grey matter continue to spin, how do I stop it; I put it in play, I put it together, searched for the ring, dug through the dirt, came up with a feather; ...I grinded and grinded and became double minded, played it one time - stopped the track- then had to rewind it; gasping for breath - searching for the air that I needed, trying to make dough - working for the yeast- that I had knead it, flour and eggs, oven's three hundred sixty - degrees of knowledge but the truth still abiss to me......had it for years while i was on another level, straddled my fears while fist fighting with brother devil, shedded some tears while grinding edges forever bevel, strengthen some peers while my life sins other's revel......in, consistently telling me I'm consistently inconsistent, but yet there's no mention of a pension plan in vision for me, placed in the space where the henchmen stand and wait for my consistent inconsistent plan to shake; - loose, wake and break loose in new direction, must avoid the noose and rechoose reconnection, mental meditation vs physical masturbation, actual recalibration vs persistent procrastination......casual infatuation's with ripples in time, one tosses pebbles in cause ripples in mind to unwind, and relocate past memories to lost and forgotten splash, while standing on piers peering into the oceans of vast, possiblities in time unravel and combine strengthening my own fortitude and reasons for tryin'......Mother's and Father's, Daughter's and Son's, - Husband's and Wive's, Uncles and Cousins, - Aunts, Nieces, Nephews, Grandma and Grandpa Pa, spoke lessons on life, you walk after you crawl......Instinctually returning to the brink of reality, no longer trying to solidify a link of normality; driving past the crowded roller rink of calamity, establishing inner strengths so I can contemplate what's surrounding me...Order in Chaos, go play with your mommy's dill, doe.
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Fishing King
Join Date: May 2007
Posts: 139
Rep Power: 19
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Can i say that was beautifully put though their's a battle going on between carnality and spirit.The war in me is everlasting but faith in God brings me through each and ever time.
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Fishing King
Join Date: May 2007
Posts: 186
Rep Power: 23
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Wowwwwwwww! You need to stop sucking on those whatever you are sucking on. Enough. The task is to get it that reality has many sides, depths, universes even . But it is also to not harm yourself unnecessarily so you can never utilize yourself in the simple things of life, like enjoying your kids. Learn to take it one at a time, one idea, one girl, one friend, one day and one sunrise, and enjoy it yourself, by yourself. Then you can share it! Gods gift!! She is the Ladie!
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